Finally..:)

A writer needs peace and quiet for inspirations to come swooshing and give the pen and ink it's connection...

I am a writer.

And here goes my final ode for the day:

"But welcoming the splash of the misty air made everything clear..."

In the middle of vague reality and unclear visions,
She decided to let go.
As an unfamiliar melody rings in the background,
It makes her think why she's running on sand...
As the raindrops fall beneath her feet,
The memories she kept holding on flew with the wind.
With a drop of rain and a drop of tear,
The Princess moved on.
She writes her story with "Desperado",
Pressing her face with the pillows.
The timing has come, she thought so lightly...
"You better let somebody love you, before it's too late"
And there it is,
She survived.



May 31, 2009
Cityland
7:03PM

Glam it Up

Shout for the day:

"What the heck can sore-eyes do to your image and reputation when you can don Chanel shades all day long?"

and Bessy by the way, the leading character in the Breakup Bible is named Jenny. You're always in the role as my healer Bes. Love u!:)

The Breakup Bible

Gently but surely...

Mika: Why don't you give him another chance?
Ysh: I gave him a chance and her used it to be an ass.
Mika: Oookaaay, no arguments. Hahaha

"I've never given much thought to how I would die,
But dying in the place of someone I love,
Seems like a good way to go...

So, I can't bring myself to regret the decision to leave home..."

Bella's intro to the movie Twilight kept buzzing in my ears,
I don't know why the friggin' earth it knitted in me again.

Mum was here in Manila for a week and she just boarded the bus en route to Legazpi two hours ago.
She bought me a book. Sometimes, you have to hate and love moms for knowing just what you need but not knowing what you want. This pink book that shouts to my nerves and gives me the blank stare. The energy that it emits says "come and get me" but I just am too scared to touch the hotness of its color regardless the fact that it's my favorite. Maybe it's the title that gave it all.

THE BREAKUP BIBLE.

I'll read it.
I promise.
I always, always treasure every single thing that Mom gives me.
And if this helps, it will.

I read the synopsis and well, I cannot argue with the fact that
my mother is the only entity within all this universe who knows and understands the real me.
The leading character of the book is a writer, has two bestfriends, had a punctured heart by a boy who thinks he's the god of all machos. Ugh.

"Heartbreak...It's when you know it's funny but you can't laugh at all."--by the book

I am neither. But if Mom thinks that this will help,

It will...gently but surely..:)


Time to read! :D

Sentimental Bitch

I wonder when---I'll be there on the places that I wanna go. EUROPE for a night.--I'd die.:)

More than words. This explains it all. I know right! :p

Drops...:)

Just dropping by...

Watched Angels and Demons with Miles and Jonas at Greenhills last sunday. Needless to say, the movie managed to meet my expectations given that I read the book three years ago.Hail Dan Brown!:)

The Doctor's "Hayden" Cams

I'm pretty sure a lot of you has heard the latest buzz, the most-talked about, the gossips here and there. The SCANDALS.

I never gave a damn when I heard the topic drainfully being squeezed over and over again. I get garfield's unfortunate face whenever I turn on the TV and there's Dr. Hayden Kho and Sen Bong Revilla squabbling again over the widely-spread sex videos starring the doctor and various young actresses and models. I feel for the girls though, I am but an ordinary voice but hey, I am a female and this wretched monstrous doctor has tickled my femininity in a very unlikely way.

Katrina Halili, in the peak of her career, she has shown quality performances in the showbiz industry but what if she was also just a girl? A girl who happened to be smitten, trusting and surrendering to the man behind the buzz?

Mariana Del Rio, 18 yrs old, an aspiring young model-actress who decided to live and find luck here in our country-- only to crush her hopes and dreams by one pervert doctor.

And Maricar Reyes, god this girl is angelic, her graceful looks and her gentleness made me her fan the instant I saw her in the Modess commercial. I was more than shocked to see her being ruined by Kho, not that I say that the girls didn't want him at that time because apparantly, it shows that they did. But what puts my blood in damnation is the part where Dr. Hayden Kho is seen adjusting, hiding, moving, focusing the effin video camera and with all those girls unknowing...yet all ready to surrender to him.

Sometimes, this is what makes me think "Abstinence" is for the good of all mankind, or let that be a law to all proven perverts in the world. But I'm losing my point here and that was a brow-raiser I know, whatever, I just hate the people who's behind all this. Those are just THREE girls that I've known and seen hurt and ruined by Kho, I heard there are 40 vids. What a sick douchebag!

Well, well doctor...

you may have gotten a sumptuous feast for a day...remember, karma is on the way.

When Mr. Right turns into Mr. Wrong

Something has changed.

In my birthday post, I mentioned how I'm wondering as to what changes will come, I was curious and anxious to know what will transpire in my very tedious and tangled life. since another year has added into my tiresome age. I also claimed "stability" as my wish-come-true for this year. What do you know, God is great...All the time.:)

Let me tell you the story behind all of this. My ex has been calling me again, trying to be civil and casual with me like as if nothing happened. Oh well, I just shrugged him off since it was my birthday and him giving me a birthday greeting won't hurt my ego. He was overdoing it though, all the time acting as if he missed me so much (cut the crap!). He was trying to befriend me again. I on the other hand wasn't at all eager given the fact that I have known and heard tons of news about him when I went home to Bicol. He has become the man-slut of the world if I may say, damn him. So there, my voice was oddly melancholic than ever as he greeted me with enthusiasm. I even told my bessy Jen about how I've been receiving calls from him. God she just smirked. Bitch. :p

And so a few hours ago, right after shift I went directly to scramble my laptop for updates, emails, friendster, facebook, etc. I saw that his cousin M had received a comment from one of his exes. I sent him an SMS teasing about how he's reunited with his average-looking ex. He DENIED. But you see, the comment exchange went:

Cousin: How are you (bla bla bla) Who's your new bf?
Ex: I'm fine (bla bla bla) Your cousin got back with me, we're together again.
Cousin: Reunited? Wow, that's good! (bla blah) Who knows you two might end up together in the end.

And so imagine me rolling me eyes like there's no tomorrow. Bitter? Is it what I felt. No. Hurt? Well yeah of course there's that. But the sleeping bitch in me tingled and shook again. Revenge.

You might ask, where's "stability" there when I went all bitchy and unstable again? It's the part wherein I I can now go out and mingle with other men here and finally be able to have someone take care of me and love me like how I did with my ex. I was too reluctant and hesitant before because yeah, I honestly still have a teeny tiny hope that everything's gonna be okay. But then who cares, I am now officially single and hey, where's my welcoming committee to the world of availability?!

Hahaha!

But the manipulative Queen B isn't over with the EX yet. She has something I want, not the manwhore whom I already spit out. Something.

Keep out!


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